Clarissa

I do not want to forget, so I'm blogging about it. 

I was just doom scrolling on Instagram absentmindedly as if it would silence the dull longing in my heart during that time. It went on for minutes. I might've even held my breath for a few seconds in an attempt to hold back tears. It was a worry. It was a fear I couldn't confront. I can't help but think that what happened to me has put me in the end of the line of what I'm hoping to happen for my future. 💔

That afternoon though, like many algorithm nowadays, my feed just synced with my thoughts. I stumbled upon this song that made me smile, and cry, and laugh, like a crazy woman - it felt like a tug from God, like an assurance. Bless God, if He really is using my Instagram feed to talk to me hahaha!